~ A lonely Night~

 
Again of every drop my heart had bled
There were tears that were never shed
As i held back tears and sank in gloom
I found myself again half dead

I closed my eyes as a tear tickled down my cheek
Deep within i was breaking and growing weak
The hand of a friend had pierced my soul again
I trembled as to Allah I began to speak

Your Mercy upon me is not unknown
after the smile I had to frown
You reminded me again, Oh Lord
Man has to reap what he has sown

Should I forgive or make him pay
He is sorry that’s all he will say
But Oh Allah Tell me is it fair
everything just adds to my dismay

I cuddled myself under my tables and cried
And I cried until my tears had dried
How brutal is this world – aah
With all this I will still Abide.

My Lord you are enough for me
Let this world in their own hell be
No matter what they do or say
from your remembrance i won’t be free

All these pains you will resolve
No more in them i will involve
Its only You and Me – My Lord
Around You alone my Life will revolve.

They call themselves pious and claim so much
I claim nothing, but am only in touch
with You my Lord, alone with You
this life is not worth living as such

They blackmail me in Your religion’s name
They are yet themselves to tame
Again I feel laughed upon
Why don’t You end this Life’s game

Oh Allah as every time i have turned to You
again to day i don’t know what to do.
I see no place where there is shade
This world is a lie only You are TRUE.

I surrender my broken self to You
Please mend it as only You can do
i am crashed to uncountable pieces
Be pleased oh Lord and call me unto You!

My Beloved Allah S W T

 

I turn to You alone in times of need;

To my pleadings no one else pays heed.

 

I clasp my hands and cry;

to please You I humbly try.

 

My heart is so grieved and sad;

My persihing desires make me mad.

 

Oh King of kings, I beg of You;

I’m distressed and don’t know what to do.

 

I ask You for justice today;

for everything that I, cannot say.

 

I’m grudged by this world, but You grudge me not;

Your pleasure alone, for ages I have sought.

 

Oh My Beloved! grudge me not Your gaze;

You are my obsession and my craze.

 

* You is referred to Allah SWT

Intoxicated in the Rememberance of Allah SWT

When the time will come I will die
Few will come, grieve and cry
Others will pray for a while
Raise will be hands towards the sky

After few days they’ll forget me
This is what is Allah’s decree
Then, why are we so blind to see
That This Life is just a Fantasy

When i have to die surely one day
Not necessarily wait for my hair to turn gray
Then Why don’t i get on my knees, clasp my hands, beg for mercy and pray
“Intoxicated in your remembrance Oh Allah i wish to stay.”

aameen